Sunday, December 25, 2005

Rosalie's Christmas

I received this in my email this Christmas morning from a very dear cousin. Merry Christmas to all this lovely day.

Rosalie's Christmas

We were the only family with children in the Restaurant.

I sat Erik in a high chair and noticed everyone was quietly eating
and talking.

Suddenly, Erik squealed with glee and said,
"Hi There!" as he pounded his fat baby hands on high chair tray.

His eyes were crinkled in laughter and excitement

and his mouth was bared in a toothless grin,
as he wriggled and giggled with merriment.

I looked around and saw the source of his merriment.

It was a man whose pants were baggy with a zipper at half-mast
and his toes poked out of would-be shoes.
His shirt was dirty
and his hair was uncombed and unwashed...
his whiskers were too short to be called a beard
and his nose was so varicose it looked like a road map.

We were too far from him to smell,
but I was sure he smelled.
His hands waved and flapped on loose wrists.

"Hi there, baby;
Hi there, big boy.
I see ya, buster," the man said to Erik.

My husband and I exchanged looks, "What do we do?"

Erik continued to laugh and answer, "Hi, hi there."

Everyone in the restaurant noticed and looked at us

and then at the man.

The old geezer was creating a nuisance with my beautiful baby.

Our meal came and the man began shouting from across the room;

"Do ya patty cake?
Do you know peek-a-boo?
Hey, look, he knows peek-a-boo."

Nobody, especially my husband and I thought the old man was cute.
He was obviously a bum and a drunk.

My husband and I were embarrassed.

We ate in silence; all except for Erik,
who was running through his repertoire
for the admiring skid row bum,
who in turn, reciprocated with his cute comments.

We finally got through the meal and headed for the door.

My husband went to pay the check
and told me to meet him in the parking lot.

The old man sat poised between me and the door.
"Lord, just let me out of here
before he speaks to me or Erik," I prayed.

As I drew closer to the man, I turned my back

trying to sidestep him
and avoid any air he might be breathing.
As I did, Erik leaned over my arm,
reaching with both arms in a baby's "pick-me-up" position.

Before I could stop him,

Erik had propelled himself from my arms
to the man's.

Suddenly a very old smelly man
and a very young baby
consummated their love relationship.

Erik in an act of total trust, love, and submission
laid his tiny head upon the man's ragged shoulder.

The man's eyes closed,
and I saw tears hover beneath his lashes.
His aged hands full of grime, pain, and hard labor,
cradled my baby's bottom
and stroked his back
with a gentle love I could not describe,
but I felt in my soul.

No two beings had forever loved so deeply for so short a time.

I stood awestruck.

The old man rocked and cradled Erik in his arms

and his eyes opened and set squarely on mine.
He said in a firm commanding voice,
"You take care of this baby."

Somehow I managed, "I will"

from a throat that contained a stone.

The old man pried Erik from his chest unwillingly,

longingly, as though he were in pain,
and handed him to me.
I received my baby,
and the man said,

"God bless you, ma'am,
you've given me my Christmas gift."

I said nothing more than a muttered "thanks."

With Erik in my arms, I ran for the car.
My husband was wondering why I was crying
and holding Erik so tightly,
and why I was saying,

"My God, my God, forgive me"
over and over.

I had just witnessed Christ's love

shown through the innocence of a tiny child
who saw no sin,
who made no judgment;
a child who saw a soul,
and a mother who saw a suit of clothes.

I was a Christian who was blind,
holding a child who was not.

I felt as if God asked,
"Are you willing to share your son for a moment?"

And I remembered that He shared His son
for all eternity.

The ragged old man,
had reminded me,

"To enter the Kingdom of God,
we must become as little children."

1 comment:

John said...

Amen to this. Thid reminds me of a line from a song I listen to every now and then from Tom T. Hall called Old Dogs, Children, and Watermelon Wine. It goes something like "old dogs care about you, even when you make mistakes, and god blessed little chilldren while their still too young to hate" and this story shows the truth in those words to a tee. If you don't know the song it can be found on his greatest hits album.